i HatE tHis FeelinGs

When i wrote this..i refer to someone that i really care before until we are not seeing n talking to each other for almost a year..what a sad things..it happened because of :

1. die rase die bagus n die rase die betol..
2. he change because of his GF..(definitely! kalo GF bagus xpe jgk)
3. die rs dunia nih hanye mereka je yg boleh enjoy..(what a funny jokes)
4. die XNK org lain tau mane tmpt2 yg die penah pegi..(hello???)

im about sad when this ppl menuding jari to me saying that i dah pegi bagitau org lain kat mane dorang berholiday.But the stupid things is boleh pulak la die published all those picture during the holiday dkt dlm FB..tapi xnak org tau mane die pegi..tak ke bongek namenye..HAaallllla...susah la kalo ade manusia mcm nih..Mentality yg sgt rendah okayy!!! Wake up please!!! jgn la rs diri tu COOL sgt..

i know him lebih lama dr die kenal GF die + our parents dah jadi good fren n neighbour..But when this happen, everything mcm dah x best. I did forgive him and ask for forgiveness, but he refuse.So for what reason im begging to such people yg mentality die sgt la ntah ape2 kan..As long as i dah ckp ngn die ape yg sepatutnye i ckp..That's it..But ya..sometimes i did miss him..but bile fikir balik..its such a waste of time for crying and all that..Bile igt GF die,terus sakit hati..Bukan nk salahkan die 100%..but i know there is a feeling of "ketidakpuasan hati" towards me(either die or GF die)..One of my fren telling me that the GF ckp kat kwn2 lain yg i jeles sbb dorang couple n nk kan sgt bf die.Giler ker??? X heran pon la..i have my own one..Much better than others.